You read...I'm going to highlight my favorite part...

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Your wife  lived you alone because of she had jazzed it with your friend.

By reason of  the size of his aggregate drove her mad with him.

Lengthen your  male device and you will be popular among chicks promptly.

Lots of men all over the world have enlarge. Today it's your turn.

mood: confused

So tired
Tired of all this drama
You go your way
I go my way (no more, no more)
I need to be free

So tired
Tired of all this drama
Yeah

Broken heart again
Another lesson learned
Better know your friends
Or else you will get burned
Gotta count on me
Cuz I can guarantee that I'll be fine

No more pain (no more pain)
No more pain (no more pain)
No drama (no more drama in my life, no ones gonna make me hurt again)
No more in my life

Why'd I play the fool
Go through ups and downs
Knowing all the time
You wouldn’t be around
Or maybe I liked the stress
Cuz I was young and restless
But that was long ago
I don’t wanna cry no more

No more pain no more pain
No more game (no more games messing with my mind)
No drama (no more drama in my life, no ones gonna make me hurt again, no more)
No more in my life

No more tears (no more tears, I'm tired of crying every night)
No more fears (no more fears I really don’t wanna cry)
No drama (no more drama in my life I don’t ever wanna hurt again)
No more in my life
Wanna speak ma mind wanna speak ma mind

Hooh it feels so good
When you let go
Of all the drama in your life
Now you're free from all the pain (free from all the pain)
Free from all the games (free from all the games)
Free from all the stress (free from all the stress)
So find your happiness

I don’t know
Only god knows where the story ends for me
But I know where the story begins
It’s up to us to choose
Whether we win or lose
And I choose to win
Ohhhh...

No more pain (no more pain, no more pain, tired of crying)
No more game (tired of your planning games with my mind)
No drama (no more drama in my life)
No more in my life (no more x6)

No more tears (No more tears, no more crying every night)
No more fears (No more waking, be up in the morning)
No drama (leave me alone, go ahead)
No more in my life (hey yeah)

No more pain no more
No more games (no more games, I’m tired, I’m so tired)
No drama No more
No more in my life
No more

No more drama (I’m tired of all this drama)
No more drama (go ahead, go ahead, you demons getting out of my face)
No more drama (go get a my life, I'm about to lose my mind)
No more drama (help me, help me sing)

No more drama (no more drama, no more, no more)
No more drama (yeah)
No more drama (no, no more)
No more drama (help me sing, I need a piece of mine 3

No more drama (yeah all I need, hide but nicely I need to know that you are free)
No more drama

Oh no
No more
No more drama
In my, in my... life

So tired (I'm so tired)
Tired of all this drama

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You know I love music
And every time I hear something hot
It makes me wanna move
It makes me wanna have fun
But it’s something about this joint right here
This joint right here
Its makes me wanna…..Woooh

Let it go……
Can’t let this thing called love get away from you
Feel free right now, go do what you want to do
Can’t let nobody take it away, from you, from me, from we
No time for moping around, are you kidding?
And no time for negative vibes, cause I’m winning
It’s been a long week, I put in my hardest
Gonna live my life, feels so good to get it right

So I like what I see when I’m looking at me
When I’m walking past the mirror
Don't stress through the night, at a time in my life
Ain’t worried about if you feel it
Got my head on straight, I got my vibe right
I aint gonna let you kill it
You see I wouldn’t change my life, my life’s just…..

Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Just fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
You see I wouldn’t change my life, my life’s just fine

Feels so good, when you’re doing all the things that you want to do
Get the best out of life, treat yourself to something new
Keep your head up high
In yourself, believe in you, believe in me
Having a really good time, I’m not complaining
And I’m a still wear a smile if it's raining
I got to enjoy myself regardless
I appreciate life, I’m so glad that it's fine

So I like what I see when I’m looking at me
When I’m walking past the mirror
Aint worried about you and what you gonna do
I’m a lady so I must stay classy
Got to keep it hot, keep it together
If I want to get better
See I wouldn’t change my life, my life’s just…..
Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Just fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
See I won’t change my life, my life’s just fine

I ain't gon’ let nothing get in my way
(I ain't gone let nobody bring me down, no, no, no)
No matter what nobody has to say
(No way, no way, no way)
I ain’t gon’ let nothing get in my way
No matter what nobody has to say

Feels so good, when you’re doing all the things that you want to do
Get the best out of life, treat yourself to something new
It’s a really good thing to say
That I won’t change my life, my life’s just fine

Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Just fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
See I won’t change my life, my life’s just fine

So I like what I see when I’m looking at me
When I’m walking past the mirror
Don't stress through the night, at a time in my life
Ain’t worried about if you feel it
Got my head on straight, I got my vibe right
I ain’t gonna let you kill it
You see I wouldn’t change my life, my life’s just…..

Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Just fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
You see I wouldn’t change my life, my life’s just fine

Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I’m not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I’m still waiting

I’m through with doubt
There’s nothing left for me to figure out
I’ve paid a price
And I’ll keep paying

I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
‘Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should

I know you said
Can’t you just get over it
It turned my whole world around
And I kind of like it

I made my bed and I sleep like a baby
With no regrets and I don’t mind sayin’
It’s a sad sad story when a mother will teach her
Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger
And how in the world can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
That they’d write me a letter
Sayin’ that I better shut up and sing
Or my life will be over

I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
‘Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should

I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
‘Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should

Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I’m not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I’m still waiting

mood: accomplished

I went to church this morning and a Christmas thing last night.  All of this has made me do just some general thinking about this time of year.  Pastor Hollie said "Christmas is a time of forgiving, great joy and good news."  I felt a stir in my heart and soul.

The Lord said to me:

Do not exact revenge.  Do not provoke hostility or harbor malice.  Do not press the cup of wrath to their lips, for they will not drink.  This is not your duty.  Instead, promote peace and encourage love.  Teach forgiveness by forgiving.  There are times they know not what they do.  Pour onto them the kindness in your heart.  Let it flow endlessly and abundantly, for this is your duty.  Find comfort and rest in these words my son.  Bless as you have been blessed.

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I found these:

"Therefore if thine enemy hunger, feed him; if he thirst, give him drink: for in so doing thou shalt heap coals of fire on his head."

-Romans 12:20

"Finally, all of you, live in harmony with one another; be sympathetic, love as brothers, be compassionate and humble. Do not repay evil with evil or insult with insult, but with blessing"

-Peter 3:8-9


I thought they went kind of well with how I felt

mood: touched

Reach for me now,
I'm here alone for you.
All that i want,
is your warm hand in mine.
Whisper your name,
please let me hear your voice.
Don't drift away,
come hold me in your arms.
I'm yours forever,
your all I'm searching for.
Don't let the storm take you away far from shore.
Cry out my name,
I want to hear your voice.
All that I need is your gentle hand in mine.

Reach for me now,
your all I'm longing for.
Don't let the storm take us far away from shore.
All that I want is your warm hand in mine,
Don't drift away.
Come and hold me in your arms

Claws...check
Armor...check
Sword and Shield...check
Wallet....check


Prepared for Black Friday...

I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feeling like a child now
'cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place

It starts in my toes
and I crinkle my nose
where ever it goes I always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time where ever you go

The rain is falling on my window pane
But we are hiding in a safer place
under cover staying safe and warm
you give me feelings that I adore

It starts in my toes makes me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes I always know
that you make me smile
please stay for awhile now
just take your time wherever you go

but what am I gonna say
when you make me feel this way
I just..mmmm

It starts in my toes makes me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes I always know
that you make me smile
please stay for awhile now
just take your time
where ever you go

duh duh duh duh duhda
duh duh duh duh dum
bom bo da da da da da bom
mmm mmm

I've been a sleep for awhile now
you tuck me in just like a child now
cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

It starts in my soul and I lose all control
When you kiss my nose the feeling shows
cause you make me smile
baby just take your time now
holding me tight
Wherever wherever wherever you go
wherever wherever wherever you go
Wherever you go I always know cause you make me smile even just for awhile

mood: giddy

For the those of you who are not in the loop, I went home this past weekend.
Why?


Well...I intended on going to AWA (Anime Weekend Atlanta)...and I did on saturday.

I was supposed to go on friday too....

Yeah about that....

My Grandfather was hit by a big red truck in the Wal-Mart parking lot by a 22 year old guy after going in to pick up his medicines.  He's fine and at home now with an arm that's broken just past the shoulder and at the wrist.  Otherwise he's dandy...and needless to say he will be getting most of his medicines and his diabetus testing supplies from Liberty from now on.  Wilford Brimley will be happy.

AWA was fun I bought stuff and saw crazies!!

So to sum it up, my bad day sucked.

Didn't sleep most of the night, woke up late because my alarm was set to PM (now my homework is late)  and then i dont feel well followed by a crappy selection of food at sophie's next my tummy hurts more and i worked all day...oh back to sophie's...my fortune cookie didnt even have a fortune in it..that's how you know your day sucks....when the gods of fortune and the gods of cookies conspire against you!

enough...

When the sun shines
We’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be your friend
Took an oath
I'mma stick it out 'till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we still have each other
You can stand under my Umbrella
You can stand under my Umbrella

Here I am, kickin it at the desk.  It's a lovely 8 am.  I do believe it's time to reflect.   Stop reading now if you don't want to hear me ramble.

I've been at school for about a month now and boy do things happen fast.  Again, I have a love/hate relationship with my job.  There are people who indeed make it worth while the rest just kind of make me lose faith in the general populace. 

I also must note that generally speaking, things have come to an end while other things have only just begun.  Some things have happened and I indeed have met some people who really make me believe in fate/destiny/whatever you will.  Events take place far too...er agreeably if you will.  But I personally am not complaining.  I'm happy and proud and hella tired. 

I'm attempting to stay more on top of my school this semester/year.   Last year I kind of got lazy and it showed.  I'd like to pull off as many high B's and A's as humanly possible.  I enjoy my schedule because on MWF I start at 9 and am done at 11, thus giving me the day to myself.  By 2 i've already done all the lazy things I like to do and still have time to kill so I do HW.  TR are my killers.  I have 3 (4 on R) classes in a row.  No breaks, just full on, hard core class time.  Most of my classes are at least enjoyable.  I have a blind German professor, a sign language class that's completely silent for 50 mins, and a professor who has a really thick Asian accent (I say Asian as not to offend, granted he confused me by saying he was from China then 10 mins later said he was from Korea...so lost).  The other two professors are English teachers so they're special in their own way.  

My room this year is really comfortable and it should be for the amount of time we put in making it that way.  I must've moved my wardrobe 5 times.  Poor dad.  I'm looking into a new futon and I can't find the one I wanted.    Freakin pissed.

Anyways I think I'm done.
Ciao...

[Lyrical edit]
Far away, long ago,
Glowing dim as an ember,
Things my heart
Used to know,
Things it yearns to remember...

And a song
Someone sings
Once upon a December

The Fates, though old, are silly women...

The soil charged triad to use on me has been decided...

The grin of eternity, Pearl White
The gaze of heaven, Shining Blue
And lastly, the heart of thankfulness, Brilliant Red.

Reach...I summon you....

mood: anxious

She speaks again.
Yet I don't much like what she has to say.
I'm not sure where I stand on this but part of me agrees.
The other part says she's being rash.

While it's her duty to speak and mine to listen.
I'm thinking this time, it's not my place to communicate what she says.
But that part of me that agrees, also worries.
I don't want to lose another.

Hum.  Please help me.
Sophia.  Speak more clearly this time.

mood: confused

one mo' 'gain.

I can see the lie in your eyes
Indeed, I can smell your fears
My ears hear your heart's panic

Your breath betrays you
It whispers to me all your secrets
Your body speaks to mine

From this silence, I feel what you feel.
I Know You.
But you...

You can't see past the mask
My personae fool you time and time again.
You don't know who I am

I am the cold sweat that drips down your brow
I send a chill down your spine
I am Jack Frost

I am the one who delves deep into your heart
I writhe through your secret abyss
I am the Leviathan

I am the wisdom that warns of danger
I call your name in sleep
I am Sophia

I am the utter confusion of your mind
I live in your liminality
I am Mercury

I am the stirrer of forbidden emotions
I demand your affection
I am Ishtar

I am the nurturer of warmth and love
I hold you tight in the dark
I am Isis

These are my names, my selves
These are few of many
I am no god, no deity

I am thou, thou art I
I am ever changing
Dare you test the others?

When she told me that stupid people will always act stupid and they're so stupid that you can't tell them they're being stupid. 

I think this applies to a lot of things really...not just stupid people...

peace katz...

Solomon Zeus Henderson of Oxford, GA died this morning.  He was 7 years old.
He was found at around 10 am this morning in his house and had already passed away.  He was taken to Countryside Hospital in Monroe where he will get a proper burial.  Foul play is not suspected. Cause of death remains unknown, but it was most likely a heart attack caused by old age mixed with the intense heat. 


He was a good dog and will be missed.

mood: sad

One section of the room down...now like 4 more to go....i will have this room the way i want it before i leave...


Yes then i will be useless but at least I will have accomplished SOMETHING